What The Healing Is
More than anything else, the healing journey, the growth journey, is learning about yourself.
Where you’ve come from, what you’ve done, what you’ve become, what your patterns are.
And what you can become, what the possibilities of life are.
We want love, we want to be loved.
So we do the things that are expected of us.
And in this we become somebody else.
We suppress many aspects of ourselves.
And so it goes…
The expectations of others, of groups, of communities, of societies are added on, piled on.
We become strangers from ourselves.
We’re separated from our hearts, from our souls, even from our bodies.
We become frustrated, irritated, aggressive, angry…
Our lives, our relationship, our world is a testament to this.
Some of us choose to do something different.
We’d like to wake up.
We choose to do some healing.
The more I do the work I do, the deeper we go into healing, into release, into growth, the more I see that healing is coming to know yourself.
As you greet the stranger in the mirror, as he or she reveals themselves to you, you see what you’ve done, who you’ve become.
There’s anger, guilt, frustration, tears, pain aplenty.
Then you go beyond that.
Healing becomes growth.
Limitation becomes possibility.
Contraction becomes expansion.
It becomes clear that you could like yourself, even love yourself.
And you could go beyond that, you could go to a place that acknowledges the divine within you, a place that you see your connection to others, to the world, to life, all life…
You see there is more that connects us than separates us.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know that you don’t have to be who or what somebody else wants or needs you to be.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know that you don’t have to be who or what somebody else expects you to be.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know that you don’t have to sell your soul to be loved and accepted.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know that you don’t have to fall into somebody else’s comfort zone.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know that you don’t have to live within anybody else’s fears and limitations.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know that the pain will end.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know how hard some of the choices for true happiness are.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know that you can live in a world of possibilities.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know that you can create a life of beauty.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know that you can be who you are.
As you get to know yourself, you get to know how strong you are.
The journey of healing using sexual energy as a vehicle brings you to yourself, deeply.
It takes you past the past, beyond the masks and veils.
Before I began working with sexuality, I practiced kinesiology and other healing methodologies. Over the past few weeks I have integrated these highly effective therapies into my work.
This greatly expands the healing possibilities we have to offer you.
Annie has also been learning in the field of Access Consciousness so that we may be of greater service to you.
This learning has also helped take massage to new heights of pleasure, release and relaxation.
The workshop on Thurs evening, Exploring Sexuality, is so important for those on a sexual journey.
So many people are looking to expand their sexual experiences, explore their fantasies, see what’s possible…
In a safe space, with a glass of wine and laughter we’ll discuss this exciting world of life and pleasure.
Opening the discussion with your partner is the first step, allow us to guide you.
Healing and Growth Journeys
The way these begin is that we meet and talk about what you’d like to do, heal, release, learn etc. Then we make a recommendation on a programme, tell you what it involves, cost etc.
Annie has written and recorded the most awesome music for massage, making love and meditation. This is now available on CD for R100.
Postage R30. To order, contact firstname.lastname@example.org
Don’t forget we are still running the special on the “Awakening The Goddess” DVD, for more info visit:
We wish you so much pleasure
With gentleness, light & laughter
Jonti & Annie
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A Special Evening of Exploring Sexuality and Fantasy
with Lara and Jonti
Thurs 25th July
Pharaohs Fantasy Club
Tantra Evolution and Pharaohs Fantasy Club are presenting a special evening for couples wishing to explore their sexuality and fantasies.
In a safe space, with laughter and fun, we’re going to look at the truth of exploring sensuality, sexuality and eroticism with each other and others.
The first part of the evening is a relaxed discussion. We’ll have a glass of wine, a snack…
We’ll talk about the possibilities, what these experiences may involve, creating safety, communication, exploring fantasies, what happens after, the difference between sensual and sexual experiences etc.
After this you’re welcome to leave, allow what we’ve spoken about to sink in, have a discussion with your partner.
If you’d to stay and begin a gentle exploration of the possibilities, we’re going to guide you through some gentle experiences.
This world can be very exciting. It can also be challenging and scary.
The experiences can add to your relationship or be destructive.
We’d like to help you make a conscious choice from a place of possibility not fear.
My Prayer For You
My prayer for you
Is that when you look in the mirror
When you see yourself
You see yourself through the eyes of God, with the eyes of the Goddess
Through these eyes you may see past the pain and failings
Past the judgements of yourself and others
Past the way the world sees you
Past the way you thought you looked
Through these eyes
These open wide eyes
These clear eyes
These eyes filled with light
You will see yourself as you are
You will see power and beauty
You will see love and strength
You will see wisdom and knowing
My prayer for you
Is that when you listen
You listen with the ears of God, you listen through the ears of the Goddess
Through these ears you will hear a different tale
You will hear that we are not the story of our pain
We are not the story of our mistakes
We are not the story of the hurt we have done
We are not the story of despair and hopelessness
Through these ears
Ears that listen to wind beneath the words
Ears that listen with patience
Ears that listen in silence
Ears that listen with acceptance
Ears that seek to understand
Ears that listen until the story has been told
Through these ears you will hear voices that long to share
Voices that yearn to be acknowledged
Voices that find peace in being heard
My prayer for you
Is that when you touch
You touch with the hand of God, you touch with hand of the Goddess
With this touch
There is only love
There is only healing
There is only comfort
There is only connection
This sacred reaching out to another
Is a prayer of the body
A prayer that flows through you
A moment allowing you to release yourself
To empty yourself
To dissolve yourself
And as you hold another
You hold them in the arms of God
You hold them in the arms of the Goddess
As you are held
My prayer for you
Is that when you speak
You speak with the voice of God, you speak the words of the Goddess
This voice speaks the language of the heart
This voice speaks in the tongue of the soul
This voice speaks with the resonance of life
The words of this voice are heard beyond ears
For this voice goes further than sound
This voice shares truth
And sings many songs
This voice laughs
This voice whispers and shouts its joy
To the world
My prayer for you
Is that your search
Is the search for oneness
Oneness with God, oneness with the Goddess
Oneness with life, with those who walk beside you
With the earth you walk upon
With the sky, the water, the fire
We see past that which separates us
For a thread runs through us
Weaves us into the web as we weave the web of our journey
And are again woven into the web of life
Body and soul
Travelling on the path home
Home to God, home to the Goddess
Home to ourselves.